As a public relations student graduating from Florida A&M University and looking to work in a competitive state like Florida, where industries including tourism, sports, media and entertainment are all booming, the pressure can get to me. There is always someone more connected, more experienced, more confident and wiser. In those moments of comparison, I’ve asked myself: Why am I here?
I didn’t always have the answer, and I struggled a lot with impostor syndrome. I’d sit in rooms with professionals and celebrities, sometimes even get amazing opportunities to work alongside them, and feel like I wasn’t deserving. I’d discredit my own hard work and brush off my accomplishments. But what I’ve come to realize, through a lot of growth, prayer and self-reflection, is that fear will not control my life.
Over time, I’ve developed a growth mindset reliant on faith. I know now that I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be. I was placed in these spaces because I have a voice, a purpose and a story worth telling. I realized that there is beauty in uncertainty.
Still, the journey isn’t easy. Being a college student and navigating this PR industry, it can constantly feel like I'm juggling my life in my own hands. You’re building your brand, making connections, perfecting your skills and trying to keep your mental health in check, all while figuring out who you are and what kind of career you want to explore. Some days are filled with inspiration and others are filled with doubt.
But every day, I make the decision to get back up to try again. So yes, I pitch the idea, apply for the role, go to the networking event and remind myself that I am capable even when I don’t feel like I am.
This Mental Health Awareness Month is a reminder that we’re human before anything else. Our value isn’t just in our accomplishments, but in how we treat ourselves on the road to them.
I may still be figuring it out. I may still have days where I question if I’m enough. But I also know that I am not done yet.